a post-christmas sentiment
People are going from here to there, streets are busy, flooded by multi-colored lights not to mention the cold December breeze…everyone is happy and excited for the Yuletide season except me…
It’s so ironic, in the season of sharing & giving, i lost the one guy i that i had learned to love for a lifetime…it’s very painful to let go of somebody who’ve been my many firsts…someone who have shared my dreams… my lost dreams!
Down the memory lane, i can still remember the silly things we do, the arguments that we had, the times that we sat beside each other, holding each others hand without uttering any word..just simply feeling each others heartbeat.
Then, i woke up…and he is gone…
What is more painful is that, it is not us that brings the separation; i felt that he loved me and i’ll forever love him even in eternity but circumstances will forever be the ghost that will haunt us.
Will he ver come back?
I don’t know but even if he doesn’t… he’ll forever be, my one love, in one lifetime!
